its new year eve!!

great its new year eve...!!!!
i was positive in the morning...
but now hmmm
my sis just got back... n she quarrel with my dad on the way...
dad left for work...
it seem my dad scolded my sis in front of her friends... well i hv went through that.. i would just cry n then be angry n keep quite the whole day...

but my sis is diffrent.. she is actually planning with my mom to later make my dad's day miserable... hmmm
dad is going to uncle's place for new year's eve party...to get drunk...

mom also not happy with dad going there... but come on lah...
my mom should be calming her not aggravating  it all.. hmmm

i dont know wht's going to happen... i just want a nice new year's eve...  so the new year can start off well...

but let me tell u a secret.... even with all of this.. even if later my sis n dad do quarrel .. they will be ok... very ok... i hv seen that happen many times... its always me... i once didnt talk to my dad 3 days... in the end i cave in.. couldnt take it... (arghhh my crying... hmmm crying on new year's eve)

hmmm i hope this new year comes fast... but let it bring joy n calmness for me n my family!!!