yes its happening again... i think i am falling again...
i met this guy... well lets say we hv thins weird relationship...its more of no string attach kind of thing...
so i know he is a flirt... but yet i felt for him.. i told him that but he explain to me that he's not the one for me... n i deserve someone better... wht he said is true but the feelings... why cant i just take it n stuff it some where that i can never find it again...
i know he is closer with this one gal n i am jealous of it... she wrote on his FB that if u love 2 ppl at a time go for the second one cause if u really love the first one you wont fall in love the second time... its so true right...
btw she has a bf.. but she's close with him... so am guessing... n assume ( an ass of u n me...) she has told him that she loves him...
i just wish i can stay away from him... hv no contact with him.. i know its hard.. i know i will cry it out.. but its the right thing to do... i must never fall in love again... cause its never meant for me.... i hv to stop.. i have to numb that part on me... love is not for me... love is not for me.. love is not for me...!!!!
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