yes its happening again... i think i am falling again...
i met this guy... well lets say we hv thins weird relationship...its more of no string attach kind of thing...
so i know he is a flirt... but yet i felt for him.. i told him that but he explain to me that he's not the one for me... n i deserve someone better... wht he said is true but the feelings... why cant i just take it n stuff it some where that i can never find it again...
i know he is closer with this one gal n i am jealous of it... she wrote on his FB that if u love 2 ppl at a time go for the second one cause if u really love the first one you wont fall in love the second time... its so true right...
btw she has a bf.. but she's close with him... so am guessing... n assume ( an ass of u n me...) she has told him that she loves him...
i just wish i can stay away from him... hv no contact with him.. i know its hard.. i know i will cry it out.. but its the right thing to do... i must never fall in love again... cause its never meant for me.... i hv to stop.. i have to numb that part on me... love is not for me... love is not for me.. love is not for me...!!!!
Sunday, May 8, 2011
Sunday, May 1, 2011
age!!!
today, a cousin of mine introduced a guy to me... she just gave him the phone n we spoke like less then 4 min i think...
but only after that i found out he is 25... n i am 27... hmmmmmmmmmm i feel old...
hmm its going to be hard for me to find someone since i am getting old... i prefer someone who is about 33 to 28.. someone matured that me.. someone that i can look up to... someone that know more than me....
but seeing the situation of my culture.. guys then to look for younger gals like age 24 to 26... n i am out of that age group... so am i dome? is there no one for me? will i be a spinster? i think i am hving the spinster symptoms... i get mooody too fast.. too sensitive... too sure of myself... etc so basically i feel that i need to start getting a grip and no more fairy tales for me...no more waiting for prince in shinning Armour.. cause am getting old..
but only after that i found out he is 25... n i am 27... hmmmmmmmmmm i feel old...
hmm its going to be hard for me to find someone since i am getting old... i prefer someone who is about 33 to 28.. someone matured that me.. someone that i can look up to... someone that know more than me....
but seeing the situation of my culture.. guys then to look for younger gals like age 24 to 26... n i am out of that age group... so am i dome? is there no one for me? will i be a spinster? i think i am hving the spinster symptoms... i get mooody too fast.. too sensitive... too sure of myself... etc so basically i feel that i need to start getting a grip and no more fairy tales for me...no more waiting for prince in shinning Armour.. cause am getting old..
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